Being home is so nice and sucks so bad at the same time. I got into a huge fight with my aunt the very first day i was here. no one knew i was pregnant yet, and she was being very rude to me pretty much acting like i was her slave because she told me to use her car. Now she is taking me off as beneficiary, just hung up on me when i called to talk to my uncle, just being a bitch. It really hurts my feelings that she cant see what she is doing and how it is hurting me. It makes me sad that my mom is a pill popper and isn't how she was when I was little. Oh well. On April 3, 2013 I saw my baby for the first time.